⫸ - bio : jackie ayaka [ unknown surname ] / alias: the clown of shadows // 28 // demigirl, she/they // tainted/performer - clown // 8 years, at least. // 1. // neptunic // at first meeting, jackie is very cold and harsh, often ignoring people when they speak to her. she tries to speak as little as possible. she is known to be silent, and does not talk to her circus members, and has little to no friends. jackie acquires a ‘let’s get over with this’ attitude during performances, and usually can be found roaming around dark corners of the carnival. she is said to be mature, and oddly skilled with kids… however, when one gets to know her, she is like the typical clown–she’s charming, and actually quite immature and boisterous. she tends to do very buffoon-ish things that get her in trouble with the ringmaster(s). many people question her sanity, and she also has a rather dark sense of humor (but is still found as very funny to people), finding sick ideas and scenarios amusing. jackie also adores kids–well, ones that aren’t bratty snobs, of course. // though lanky-looking, jackie is very toned and muscular, standing at an intimidating height of 7’3. Her hair is jet-black, styled into a messy wolfcut that drapes down to her shoulders, jagged locks covering her cheeks and overgrown bangs shadowing a bit of her eyes. her eyes are monolid and slim, her irises being a very dark brown that it seems that they are black. (her face looks heavily like kang sae-byeok from squid game.) she wears clown ‘facepaint,’ she instead of a regular human nose, she has a cone-shaped nose that is swirled in monochrome colors (see sketch because i dunno how to describe). // her neck and half of her shoulders are covered by a big neck ruffle collar, which is warm white streaked with black. her whole outfit is the same warm-white color (like pennywise’s outfit color) and the sleeves are a bit puffy, and the collar of her sleeves also include the same type of ruffles on her neck (except they’re smaller, of course.) her hands are large black, and oddly claw-like, covered with gloves that are the same warm white. Her torso is a loose-ish top with black buttons lined down it, and a small skirt-like cloth attached to her waist. under this, her bottoms are poofy and reach down to about ¼ of the way below her knees, and the endings are lined with loose black ruffles. she also wears black and white striped stockings, along with black boots that reach up to just above her ankle, and they have a white pom-pom on top. // most commonsly known/used - a snake-like whips with spiks attached to it. // M!RP… // she loves sweet food, and i cannot stress this enough. she’ll often have a random sugary item in her deep pockets, and it can range from candies to literally a piece of cake. she loves sketching, and her art style is anime + realism. Sometimes, she likes to be alone, but most of the time, it ends up that way. she likes baking, and is a very good cook. she owns a large black dog, whom she named Inei. definitely gives off hyper j-pop vibes. // strengths:: goal-oriented, humorous, obedient (depending on who she is obiding.), trustworthy (again, depending on who you are). + flaws:: rude, dark, harsh, irresponsible, impulsive, aggressive, boisterous, childish. // some of her abilities include: teleporting, supernatural strength, being able to bend her bodies in weird ways, allowing her to fit into tight spaces and position herself in silly poses (like an octopus), able to infiltrate peoples’ dreams, and strangely sharp teeth… // her voice is rather deep and soothing to listen to. she speaks in an aussie-japanese accent, and her first language is japanese. she knows english, japanese, french, and korean. okay, she’s actually a huge sweetheart if you really get to know her :< // higashi
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