Hey everyone, super sorry but I will not be posting this week (except for this) because I have been very sick the past two days and I still am very sick. My throat has been hurting and I can't drink cold water without crying. My skin has been cold/hot in very dramatic ways. My nose has been super stuffy. I just have been crying since 1 am today and I can't get better super quick so that I can post anything. Again I am very sorry about not posting for the week. The worst part is that today's my sister's birthday She is turning 10 and because of me she 1. Cant have any friends over 2. Cant have any family over 3. I ruined her movie night because I couldn't go and she was super upset 4. I couldn't go shopping and get her a gift at all 5. My parents are so busy taking care of me that they aren't spending any time with her I just feel like the worst big sister in the world right now. I just feel like a horrible person in general because this is her 2-digit birthday and she's been looking forward to today for months now and she can't even celebrate. Please understand I would love to post today unrelated to this but it's so bad rn that I might not even go to school tomorrow. Love you all xoxo :( - Ayleanne
