ive been putting this off for too long it's been a full 22-ish years since i've first tested it. it's been almost a year since i've used it again. sure ive made it back here safe and sound, but thats exactly the opposite of what ive wanted in the first place. i wanted them back, and ive failed. so, for the next few weeks i'll be testing the program again. i'll be extra-careful this time, hopefully i wont get forced into another object show lmao if everything's all set, ill send another log before i fully put myself in the program. this rock's preeetty magical, so (hopefully) i'll be able to do what i did last time and lock myself in the world. it's for the best, and hey! i'll be fine. if i got out of the program after i locked myself, i can do it again. i'll try to keep in contact with you all! if all else fails, meet me at the end. bye everyone! -alan
