So in honor of Mental Health Awareness month coming up in a couple weeks, here's a little story... In case you guys weren't already aware, I am not really "normal" per se, I am diagnosed with hyperimpulsive ADHD, anxiety, early onset depression, and a few other things I'm not aware of, and because of that I get really stressed and just feel like giving up on life sometimes because sometimes it gets really rough for me. And back in October that's exactly what happened, all of the stuff in life at school, at home, anywhere, was too much for me, I didn't feel like I deserved to live in this world anymore, like I didn't even matter to anybody, and so I strongly considered taking my own life, but I just couldn't do it, I couldn't, so I didn't. And over the past months I have done everything in my power to stay positive and happy, I'm usually a happy and positive person (and if you know me you know that's true) so it got that bad. I'm fine now (I mean it), with a few bumps in life every so often, like wasting my time trying to love somebody who didn't even care about my existince and would rather have nobody then me (which I did), but that's also because I make a lot of stupid mistakes sometimes and like I said, I'm not normal. Nobody is, some are just more normal then others and some have more problems. Instructions? To tell you that your mental health matters. You are loved. If you ever feel lonely or you just need somebody to talk to, there are people there to help you.
Song Name: Space Song by Beach House Most Backgrounds came from Scratch and the rest from Google. People on Scratch who stuck with me this whole time: @Quietmelon123 @tendiseren @LauMarCCM @ibk-427 @rerererorero
