ST, I am just letting off steam. I received your warning, but I just am gonna keep these up because it helps me with what I am going through. pls don't remove this. tw caps, de@t#, he!! Wrong body hands voice LIFE wrong home heart breed HELP why can't i live my true life in the place i wanna be why can't it be real, can't i d!e to make it all come true to make sure i'm not lying to myself, i'd d!e to live my real self out because it has to be real. why is fiction so fictional? should i be concerned that I wanna go to he||...? because i do, so badly want to be in he|| but it hurts me so badly, because its all a piece of fiction that might never come true and I will never know if it's real. the true pain is knowing that I am never going to go where I beliong, I'm stuck in this place this body it doesn't feel right, look right, NOTHING IS RIGHT
