a lil vent

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so yall may have heard known or been part of the drama well i jst wanted to say IVE HAD ENOUGH ok im part of it and kinda the main problem but i jst wanted to make things clear and explain MY SIDE OF THE STORY YALL ARE THINKING TOO QUICKLY AND SIDING TOO I MEAN OK YUKI- OR SILLY WTV IK U SAID SMT ABT IT ON LOCAL WERIDOS WTVS PF BUT HEY HAVE U KNOWN ANYTHING ABT THE ACTUAL THING? NO- EXACTLY (sry no offence :sob:) IM BROKEN EMOTIONALLY AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN THIS IS JST BREAKING ME APART ISTG but still heres my side of the story: ok i met isa on an older acc some of u may know (plz dont say it out loud) and she seemed nice and all before jst before i left that acc she started becoming snappy and all... idk why but she.. jst kinda turned into someone else ig... like srs.. after i moved ofc she found me (or i think i told her; forgot- :skull:) and then she started this secret ft trading thing ik del can agree w/ me (now if u know my other old acc plz dont say it) but ofc i never agreed but being the person i am i still did it which was pretty much pain ngl considering my motivation rn is at 0 and my piano rn is straight up dead- i srs need to practice but i havent touched my piano in weeks- istg- but still after i quit that acc bcz of isa and someone else id perfer not to say also bcz of my health and my horrible tramatizing events w/ 'friends' i moved here :3 now i was pretty happy w/o some fake friends and all i made new friends and they were srs rly nice like some friends on my old acc/s but it wasnt long before they all found me- one im ok w/ but still some im not those two friends found me... again... ISTG WHEN WILL THEY GIvE ME A BREAK- so ermm now the reason yall think this 'drama' wtv happened bcz of.. the oc wtv... so basically two mornings ago i was on st checking my msgs when i saw isa had changed her pfp so i had a closer look then BAM it hit me- it looks so similar srs its like my ocs twin sister but not- bcz of the colours theyre wearing almost the exact outfit hair colour front hair horns like srs- so after all my months of anger.. countless hours crying myself to sleep bcz of her i srs snapped... my friends have helped me along my way and until now i think ive finally realised how much they care for me and trust me i dont think ive ever met anyone who cared for me since i came back on st about a year ago so yes... after my story plz consider stop butting urself into this drama bcz i dont even know why some of yall have to ask me abt this or jst but in and tell us to stop or wtv... but idc now srs i cried mysself to sleep last night again bcz of all this 'drama' wtv ITS SO ANNOYING SRS STOP EITHER BUTTING IN TRYING TO GET URSELF INTO THIS OR STOP CRITISISING ME OR THINKING THIS IS JST SMT SIMPLE BCZ ITS NOT ITS CALLED AFTER MONTHS OF PAIN TORTURE AND TEARS THEY REACHED TO UR POINT OF BREAKING APART EMOTIONALLY AND U R NOT HAPPY ABT IT SO GUYS PLZ STOP- and also isa plz stop guit tripping people and using this 'drama' as a way to try to gain attention and sympathy and also stop acting like the victim ty