hey ANOTHER vent :< WARNING: self h topics so i get therapy right and its been rly hard atm and ive been self/ h (iykyk) and i had to tell my mum about it and it sucked:< well its more like scratching ngl and its not like i wanna kms its just like i like the pain. ik this is deep but like idek what to do anymore + theres no 1 i can talk to, i feel like everyone doesnt understand but ik its like a illness that some ppl get but like everything else sucks + rn i doing a english thing and i have to write a character thing and talk abt them + idk how to start it + i used to be good at righting but now im not. im also listening to guts (spilled) on repeat bc its the only thing that gets me lol IM IN LO LO LO LO LOVEE/ lyr so american is slaying bcz i have no one to love + i want a guy to love me the way leuis loves olivia :< and stranger is just so real it lives in my head rent free GIRL STOP im making this a guts (spilled) ranking lolll butt my life isnt slaying and also i feel sick and i have like 2 things for my lunch + I NEED TO STOP DWELLING IN THE BAD!!! my goals: stop being sad stop self/ h and find other ways be kind to ppl the end of that. also so many ppl think im just so nice and introverted but like i have a life too and it sucks i hope yall have a great day! -kenzie<3
