lately ive been feeling less motivated to draw and write. school has been draining me, and i just dont feel as happy when i draw as much as i used to. i feel like my art is mediocre at best, and always was. i look at other people's art and feel insignificant compared to them. art feels less like a hobby and more of me trying to satisfy other people. as much as i push myself to draw better and experiment with art styles, it just doesnt work for me. no matter how hard i try, my art always ends up being tasteless in comparison with other people. i feel as if i'll never be good enough. maybe i never was. this isnt me saying that im never gonna draw again. i love drawing. im just not feeling it right now, and i'll probably draw less as a result. im sorry. i truly am.
