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....at first, I was just another cat of thunderclan. I hunted, did my job, worked hard, but at one point....I dont know what happened. I woke up, and I wasnt in fourtrees. I was in a two-leg nest. I was terrifies, and looked around, before I felt something sharp in my leg, then I blacked out. When I woke up next, I was in this odd, dark place. There were strange two-legs....a lot of loud sharp noises....and a two-leg body....There was so much blood, it was horrific, these large bird like creatures came from the sky with no stars, and saw me, picking me up and giving me the nickname I now hold dear..."kiggy" .....at one point I got so annoyed with the kiggy thing, I agreed to be his kittypet if he would call me by my name. I figured I could easily escape.....little did I know he would bring me to a bright place of people like him. Time skip to a few months later, I found myself in the dark forest.......I dont remember what I did to get there...maybe it was for befriending twolegs? was that wrong of me? But.....I met this large cat......He called himself fallenleaf. He seemed so nice, and there was this other cat....blossomstem, who seemed nice too. I-I was unaware of his danger. He bounded me by the rope of my soul, and kept me at bay. He gave me his power in chance I get him more. He kept my soul at claw-point, and I had to go by his every move. I couldnt do anything......So I went with it. Then......I met my first ink.....I.....killed peppermint.........it.....was horrible. I-I named the ink Blob. Haha..Kinda like Bob?......then I started living in the dark forest, ashamed for what i did. I think I lost starclan's faith at that point....As I resided in the DF, I met others..ended up killing more cats.....I still feel horrible about it, but I met this cat......smearfoot....and.....we feel in love. I learned I was bisexual....He treated me right......until he....he attacked me......I sent him to down below.......to keep him safe...but let him know he was wrong. Then........Poppyleaf joined us in the DF.......I enjoyed her company......but that was when I died the first time.....I was mauled by her.....but she was scared.........She ended up having the same fate I did with fallenleaf....we became practically best friends in that hole of death and blood. Until......Poppyleaf told me she....liked me....I-I couldnt control it....f-fallenleaf...did something....I blacked out. And when I woke up, poppyleaf was laying on the ground....m-my paws covered in her blood..I then feared being near any other cat.....I dont want to hurt people.....after a while...c-caine...he helped me.....he killed fallenleaf.......b-but fallenleaf came back....T-The inks ended up killing him........Devouring his flesh beyond recognition....I was relieved he was gone........b-b-but.......h-h-hes b-back a-a-a-again......h-h-hes b-been u-u-u-using m-my b-b-body t-to s-s-s-stay a-a-alive........w-without me......h-h-hes j-just.....i-in a r-river o-o-of b-b-b-b-blood......a-as he d-d-describes it....