I sit on my front porch, Staring into space, I don't know what to do, I feel like im all over the place Im just feeling so unloved, So unwanted and worthless, I don't know what to do, Cause I can't take much more of this I don't where these feelings are coming from, And why they are what I feel, They just came and took over, Like my happiness was just something to steal I'm feeling so jealous, Cause everyone has people who care, I am one of the odd ones, Cause I have barely anyone there People in this place, Have so many friends, To pick up the pieces, And make all the mends All I have is just one person And that person is me Can't depend on anyone else No one will ever set me free I'm doomed to this world, Of loneliness and sadness, There will be no laughter, And no sounds of joyful bliss I'll lay here and wait, Until someone breaks down my wall, I don't care who it is, As long as they catch me when I fall I'm sounding a little desperate, But that’s because its true, I need to find someone who cares, So all my black skies can turn blue
