cringe vent !!!
im sad and i should have studied tonight and now its too late i just want to be a normal guy i think having a crush on this one guy (cis guy) is making me dysphoric or something and then being dysphoric makes me dysphoric i just want to be gay like other guys liking men just makes me feel like a girl and im not like super out to my school my friends know but i dont even have a good preferred name that i use and i dont have a binder well dont listen to sad gay music while pining for some guy while also being trans i guess anyway the bdoubleo100 episode today was good i liked it i also hate my speech patterns but i cant help it but i hate that so much i hate the way i speak i hate the words i use i hate how my voice sounds i hate the inflection
