I don't think I can even say this on scratch. I'll try I guess. one of my closest friends recently sent a really long message to me talking about how I changed their life and stuff, at the time it was 1:47 AM, which means that I was sleeping. I was really unaware that it cared about me. And yes, it uses it/itself pronouns if you're asking. and, in that message it was saying that it will end itself. I really wish I wasn't sleeping at that moment, I had no idea it would even say that. I've known it since early 2025, which isn't that long but I knew that it trusted me, but just not this much.. I really hope it didn't do THAT yet, I still have so much to say, hell I even cried for almost an hour because of that one long message. what am I even doing with my life anymore the earth is a hell. a hell that we're all trapped in, you can never escape it. every year gets worse and worse and worse. I'm sorry to anyone that i've hurt, I'm sorry to the people that I upset, I'm sorry for just randomly screwing around with BFAPAAMBA, "I don't care about this show", that doesn't mean I should just destroy the hardwork this community had to offer, and I'm sorry for everything else that I have done. I am not quitting scratch or anything, but episodes will slow down. I'm also sorry if this sounds corny. thank you for listening. read notes and credits
news: it hasn't ended it's life, I am so so SO glad.. I'm still sorry about everything just talked to it and yeah.
