you ever have htat feeling where you want to dissapear forever? that's what im going through right now. i feel like i can't do anything right and ain't gonna be remembered whatsoever. i'm an attention seeking little $*@)%&* im aware of that but i can't change. no matter how freaking hard i try. this isn't an apology or anything, it just feels decent to scream my feelings hi isac i know you're watching this since you stalk everything i do but hi people are jerks to me at school i hate it have i really done anything to deserve having these awesome people as my friends? like srs tho i have some pretty amazing friends! hi @any9stiks, @NotOlivia_, @pretzel_SOSC, @_MAXISHERE_, @YourTypical_Newbie, @MrPancakeS-, @altforanalt, @FloppyDiskSOSC, and @Notebookpaper2. if we talk alot and i forgot to name you im sorry i just feel like bad person i lie about everything maybe i just need to put effort into things maybe i shouldn'tbe demotivated all the time just dunno how what should i do what could i do ive got all this life ahead of me and i don't want to put it to waste i just dont know how to use my time
