Txt before a vent....(Vent is in notes) ============================================= The song is blue hair sped up. Issues/ sensitive problems - Cutting hair, loudness starting if possible. Meaning of blue hair of an person trying to fit in with other people, but got rejected...
The fact of me having allergies to my nose gets clogged, it sometimes makes me scared to go to sleep because my brain is telling me I won't breathe in my sleep even though I have a mouth... My shoulder got sore every time I ran because of the shots I got, it was supposed to help my immune system but I don't even think it's helping.... When I was taxing the X-ray... The doctor was touching my waist when my mom was waiting outside..... I, didn't like it. It made me uncomfortable, when I put my jacket on my mom, the paper from the doctors is 177 pounds in person or whatever is 29.9 pounds, mom said I was 'over-weighted' when I asked her. When I was running in Pe, I puked due to the food I had, I only had a small amount of food and water. The kids were staring at me disgusted... I was embarrassed and zoned out. When I was asked by my art teacher for help on a project, she said "I can do it on my own" and with my friend he was upset he couldn't do the project.... I felt bad after all but I couldn't help him for any reason. A couple weeks ago, I put my friend's hat on top of a banana. This friend decided to smash the banana in his hat, when he came back he was mad and that 'friend' blamed it on me. When he grabbed the hat he rubbed it all over my head... few hours later the class we had together, I was trying to explain it to him and he knew, he told me it was my fault he thought it, I was upset and he ignored me rest of class and I lacked on my work because of it and I kept forcing myself to do my work.. When I was thirsty I chugged the water like I was forcing myself to do it. A few minutes later I puked the water up, I was embarrassed when it happened.... This was couple of weeks ago or a month from "AARRTT CLASS" again, when a kid said "Ow, Demi" I didn't touch them, When another kid I smelled weird, I told to "Shut the f[strong word] up" and their like, "Omg don't cuss at me. I let the anger win. I ripped the paper in half and threw it away and ran out of the room and I started to cry in the hallway.
