{TW: Mental health??} You may or may not have been wondering where I have been for the past.. how long has it been? I seriously have no clue. Let's cut to the chase. I have been having a difficult time doing anything recently. I am very much physically capable of doing things, but my current mental health is not where it should be at the moment. I have always struggled with having all my emotions bottled up. This is a very bad habit/trait that has made it very difficult to express some distressing emotions that I may be experiencing. Recently, that bottle sorta burst. I was very much DONE with not sharing very negative things going on in my head. And I was also done with acting like I felt alright all the time, when really on a daily basis I feel.. awful on multiple levels that range from mental to physical. Because I have now reached out to trusted people around me, I am getting help and will hopefully be fine. (It sounds so quirky when I just say I am getting help for bottled up emotions.. believe me, those bottled up emotions are ones that have been eating me alive for three years, so it's kinda a big deal) But yes, that is what is going on, and that is why I have been away from Scratch. That is also the reason why I will be inactive for at least two more weeks. I will be checking in with studios, and be occasionally looking in on comments, but it is no guarantee that I will respond. I am doing this for myself, because I know this is what is best for me at the moment. Please respect that. I also apologize for just not checking up on things as much as I should, and for not creating content. I should have at least said "hey, I'm not making anything rn" so people wouldn't be expecting anything from me. I am also not making this project to fish for worry/support comments from other people. I'm giving you a plain and simple explanation for why I haven't been around and won't be around for a bit. Simple as that. I will hopefully have a project about sOmeThInG Alterhuman in three weeks max. Perhaps a redesign/redo of an Otherlink project, or do something about Fictionkin?? I'm not sure yet. Or maybe I'll do something silly, like "Top 10 insults towards Alterhumans" and rate them out of ten points. Who knows. Anywho, farewell mates, and happy spring/summer/warmer weather/week/month/year/century/decade/second ect. REMEMBER.. I. AM. ALWAYS. WATCHING. >:) Please don't actually be freaked out. All good fun, right?
