# :: this is so old like old old @Dibilyonosh I think this is there oc I honestly forgot who's oc this is idk idk # :: hehehehehe I'm alive happy uhh whatever holidays I missed idek I left for a while so oops, uhh but it is thanksgiving today so happy thanksgiving and I hope ygs have a good holiday ofc :3 im grateful for this platform and forever will be, im not quitting im honestly just like taking time to do other things in life # :: that and preparing to move out soon hmm its still in the air but I do plan on moving soon :P, tomorrows black friday im so happy happy WE ARE GONNA SHOP TILL WE DROP, and ahahaha # :: is it bad to do life updates if nothings going on in my life that is appropriate to share, ughgggh I got another cat, ive been wanting another cat ever since my other one passed away #LLN and his names Ellen and he's been with me for a few weeks now I need to take him to the vet for shots, I got another job so now I have 2 jobs, im dying my whole head purple at the end of this week hopefully depends when my stylist has a slot open but my plan is to dye all of it # :: my friends birthday was yesterday and we skipped school to light a donut birthday cake outside in a parking lot I love my life ive just been doing whatever and trying to last till 2026 # :: I miss you so much I know you probably don't think about me anymore since its been almost 3 months but it feels longer I miss our car rides and singing to random songs, being in your arms under your covers falling asleep holding each other, i wonder if you miss me to but the more I think about it if you missed me you'd reach out to me its better for both of us to keep our distance we're going in different directions in life but I always wish your direction was the same as mine, I miss you a lot I'll always look for you in school, or when I pass by your house I wish to see you in your car, you'll never see this # :: I just need to get over it I know hes over it why cant I be I really don't know I wish I could get over it im getting there ygs :'3 # :: anyways nice to be posting something in a while and js saying I am here yayaaya im glad to be here and woohooo woohoo I am alive # :: im so bored I started writing this then stopped and wrote again smh smh smh im failing like 3 off my classes so watch me disappear again to fix it LIKE 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, RELEASE 'EM