ik im already left but idk who else to talk to. so there's this friend group who kinda took me in and its like they don't even want me there they're like the super cool weird funny group who has sort of an alliance with the popular girls, but not the preppy girls. the preppy girls have close ties with the popular group tho. i'm excluded from everything. yes, i have found a new friend group but i can't seem to just fit in with them i tried to leave the other friend group but its rlly hard because the other friend group wont rlly accept me. i have ONE true friend at school. ONE. the other friends i have are at ballet, but i don't get to see them that often since we all take different classes. the first mentioned friend group, they keep looking at me weird. they make fun of my laugh, how i talk, everything. but they make me laugh. they make me comfortable. but when i try to say something funny, they look at me weird. its horrible and i know it. they all seem to act like it's a burden to be with me. a pain to hang out with me. but THeeennnn they ask me for help with homework. not cheating but like helping. but then they tell me to be quiet because they still don't understand and i'm getting frustrated because its the 100th time i explain it. so idk what to do or where to go. i can't stay friendless forever. i only have one friend but she's in the friend group that i can't fit in with. they accept me but i don't feel right. i can't do this. if both friend groups push me away what am i to do?
