This happened last month, but here’s the story. Summary is at the bottom! But if u want to read, go ahead! Not summary XD ================ I'm not the happiest person ever. Quite the opposite actually. I'm not very confident, In real life I'm quiet, I don't like how I look, how I act, I don't like myself. It's been a terrible year for me. I struggled with loosing friends, family members who have a physical problem (C@ncer and something else I'm not comfortable mentioning), bad grades, su!c!d!cal thoughts, and more. Again, This might sound, dvmb, over-confident, selfish or anything else. But a bit ago I put my hair up, and I looked at myself in the mirror and the first thing that popped into my head was "Beautiful". I saw a girl smiling at me with a beautiful face, body, and hair. I saw her before but it had been 1 or 2 years since I WAS her. So, lately I've been putting my hair up and feeling confident. Today at school I actually answered some questions and interacted with people lol. with the feeling I've gotten lately, even when I put my hair down, or I just look normal, I still think I look amazing. Also When I make mistakes I usually make a big deal about it and overthink it but today when I did make a mistake, I was OK and still happy. And sorry, but right now I'm really proud of myself. <3 Summary: —————— I didn’t like myself. But one day I put my hair differently and wore cute clothes and for once I thought “Wow…What a pretty girl…” and I never think that. Even when I don’t do something different now, I still think I look amazing and honestly I’m really proud of myself.
OG Date: May 11, 2024
