[ updated frequently - last update 5/23/24, 9:32 pm ] i thought it would be exciting yknow? but the dysphoria and the longing the panic and the regret i tried to go home to see what it was like but it was taken from me it i'll never go home i'll never be free i'll never be happy i'll never truly be me - something isn't right i’m choking on my own breath why won't the thoughts stop it consumes every edge and corner of my mind - the name mel isn't even familiar anymore is that a good thing? - why can't i stop fidgeting my legs hurt
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