my heart right now- ah. I know you're probably really questioning right now, I am as well to be honest but I came on here to say that I have decided to leave scratch and tell you a few truths about me. first of all I wanted to say that my real name is lexi, not cami and I'm sorry for lying all to you about that. I know lots of you are probably like "sorry but I don't even remember who you are" haha and I get that! I have been very on and off since I started tbh and so haven't got to know all of you as much as I would've liked to. but that doesn't mean I haven't felt all the amazing love you guys give! throughout these past months you all have been so so kind, encouraging, funny, smart- just all around the people we need in this world and I hope you all never forget that. getting to the reason I'm leaving scratch- basically mental heath, school yk- all the "fun" stuff. lately my mental heath has been really going down the toilet and it has mostly been because of electronics and stuff like that. my grades have been suffering, I've been suffering and sadly my family has been suffering as well. my mom has tried to help me by blocking scratch and things like that (hence the reason I haven't been online much) but I find new distractions on electronics that aren't blocked so I'm getting rid of devices for the summer. before I go I want to give a few shoutouts and such... first of all Fog - @d3licate- I seriously can't say enough! like you said- if I could fit it all it would take 13 hours to write. when I hear your name, I just smile. your personality is so special in the fact that it's just electric and will forever be amazing. you always gave me compliments even though you are seriously my scratch idol. + I haven't even mentioned your humor yet haha- whenever I watch fortnight music video reactions yours always comes up on top XD. truthfully what I guess I'm trying to say is- YOU ARE SERIOUSLY SUCH AN AMAZING, GOURGEOUS, MAGNIFICENT AND SPECIAL PERSON and I really hope you never, ever forget that. @-alltoowxll- aka @dxlic4te I didn't know you too well but all the times we interacted you seemed like such a special person. too bad we didn't get to know each other a little better, I have a feeling that we would've been great friends. thanks for all the help in the aes kotlc community girl! everyone else- you are so amazing as well and seriously thank you for all you have done for me.
