Remake of my old song: “ 90 reasons” This is a song that Indie writes, it’s not included in the story, but I thought it would be cute to add. Did ya catch the reference?
They say to never let people see what’s really making you sick, Who knew what a simple smile could make my insides flip, Your eyes spark like a flick, Of light that I wish could shine. They say to keep it all inside, To never let your demons come back alive, But I’m fighting them all for you, I’m fighting them all for us. They told me to write like a poet, But I’m really no Shakespeare, All I got are these 90 reasons, And I’m praying that you’ll be my 91. I wish I could see what I see in you, You make me feel like I can live again, People may stomp on my list, And complain that it isn’t true, But I’m still writing, I’m still writing for you. And I wish your days seem as magical like you make mine, I got 90 reasons tattooed on my heart for you, You’ll either break it or shape it, It’s some kind of permanent damage. They told me to write how I really feel, I hope this is enough, Because if feelings make me nauseous, Then they’ll bring butterflies, All I got are these 90 reasons, I’ll let you create the other ten. And if I wasn’t so scared, Maybe I’d say a few, I hate the way my heart breaks and burns when I’m with you, Because everytime I speak, I just smile, And I stare. Because I got 90 reasons in this world of mine, And your name is the first and the last, I hold this list close to my chest, It’s slipping under my breath, Maybe these words were made to be written after all.