Is it normal to be absolutely terrified of being under a pool mat (Or however they're called, they're those flat things you can climb on in pools) because of an incident that happened 7 years ago, and that causing you to panic and cry under an object when under water, or when you're alone you remember how your classmates just drowned you under water and left you alone? (This is not a joke, I'm geniunely terrified and slightly shaking and crying rn)
Thank you classmates for causing trust issues and (Probably not) traumas (Maybe that's the reason I hate everyone-?)
