ok so, i have been thinking about this for a while now (like a couple of weeks) and now i have come to the final decision that i will be leaving scratch. ive noticed that im way too addicted to this website. as soon as i wake up, i check scratch. as soon as im done with chores, i check scratch. as soon as i finish eating lunch, i check scratch. as soon as i finish with my schoolwork, i check scratch. as soon as i finish eating dinner, i check scratch. as soon as i finish bathing, i check scratch. and this stupid cycle repeats, every day. and i know this isnt healthy at all. im pretty sure you notice how active im on scratch, which is literally all the time- im entering classes late and not concentrating in them anymore, im rushing everything i do just so i can get on scratch- i cant keep doing this. i need to understand im not alive just so i can be on my computer all the time, on this website. im losing out on beautiful days. im forgetting about the real world out there. not to mention, school is getting harder and ill be going to year 9 / 8th grade this year, and ill possibly be going back to real school instead of being homeschooled. and if i take a small break, i know this stupid addiction will just start all over again, like it has before, MULTIPLE times. so sadly, i will be quitting for good. not to mention how TOXIC this website is, omg- there are so many impersonators, stealers, bullies. my best friend leilani has been dealing with haters for almost a year now, its absolutely disgusting. i met a fake friend on here too who was my ''best friend'' for two years and trusted so much to the point she knows a lot of info about me. so yeah... will i come back one day? maybe... it honestly depends. will i be active on socials? i guess kind of- i will be sort of active-ish on p1n and dc, but i doubt ill be active on bl. im kind of having a break from my devices too lol will i check in some days? maybe! it wont be very often lol there is a chance i will delete my acc after a while tho TT and to all of my friends: thank you so much for always being there for me, for helping me, supporting me, praising me, loving me, defending me, being gay for me (ahem ahem, hanako), being boas with me (ahem ahem, hanako, leilani, miyaka) XD ive created so many amazing memories with my friends, even tho i only know you online, it still doesnt change anything. the amount of times ive laughed, cried (in happiness ofc!) and smiled when talking to you all is crazy. my family always thinks im insane XD you arent just online friends to me, you are my worlds. you guys are really all i have, bc im homeschooled and i only have 2 irl friends (who i rarely see anyway). im forever grateful and thankful for all of you <3 ive been on scratch for over 5 years. ive made many friends. some friendships sadly faded away, some are still going strong. thank you for these 5 years. i definitely wont forget this website, it has been a massive part of my childhood. i cant wait to look back at this when im older and think ''i loved this website, i miss it a lot, it has so much nostalgia'' TT <3 its now time to move on. thank you for everything, thank you to my followers, thank you to my friends, thank you scratch for being a big part of my childhood. farewell <3 - evie / yuri <3 all of my past accounts (some are deleted sadly): 2019 2021/2022 2023 2024 my friends/old friends: 2019/2020 2021 2022 2023 2024 i promise to keep in touch with you all <33 socials: - iwillalwaysloveyuu dc - iwillalwaysloveyuu thank you for all the memories. thank you for everything.
