trash art but ✨it has meaning✨ scroll down to see the 5-hour-long rant i typed instead of doing schoolwork: At this point I can't take it. I'm sick of being forced to live a double life. With the mountain of schoolwork and the new time restrictions, I hardly have time to talk to the few friends I do have, and sometimes conversations that should be short are stretched out over the course of several days. Sometimes I'm worried that every friend I have would hate my guts if they ever saw me in real life, and if they did hate me, I can't blame them because at the end of the day I'm just some wannabe "artist" who can't do anything. I have all this stuff going through my brain 24/7 yet most of what I here is "I give you everything" or "You know NOTHING, other people have it so much worse".
so i have problems talking directly about problems, especially this, and i recently learned that people art expressing crappy feelings in the form of art, so i tried to try that. sorry the writing sucks i wrote it with a mouse also i just suck at writing- and then my lazy brain decided to just type instead of write this song is a bopper
