Hehe- a small vent- Well recently my partners. 2 of them have shown that they don't think i'm trustworthy. Isn't that funnn? I mean ofc I love them with my complete heart but I honestly don't know. I've questioned everything these past few weeks. and I don't what them to think this is their fault. Cause it isn't. But.. I honestly don't even know how i'll keep in contact with them once school is over. I broke my phone and I'm on my school computer rn. I just- 2 of my lovers haven't even known each other for a month and their closer then I am with both of them combined! Is it just me? Am I not forward enough? Am I too awkward? Too quiet? Shy? I don't know-.. I just know that I cried earlier and I don't even know why- Maybe the word cheat triggered something? I mean I get it I'm close to Shiro! I Get it I STILL like her!! But sorry that I have a heart! Sorry that I got attached to her in the like 5-7 Days we were together!!!!!! Blame my heart not my head. I may not be perfect but I try. I really do. Plus I have a really stressful big week next week anyway. I have a concert on Tuesday. I'm gonna be practicing Monday for it. Then on Wednesday I have a field trip. I'm just stressed that's all-
