Hello Luvs! I'm Fae. I have never done this before but I really needed to talk to someone about this and, Luvs, you have always been so kind to me and loving so here is a small vent about something I have been really sad about. So basically last year when I was in 7th grade I met a boy in my orchestra class. Lets call him Cody. Cody was 1 year older than me and we both played Violin. Soon this he started introducing me to his friends and I formed a whole new friend group because of him! I was so happy, I looked forward to school because I had such a kind new friend group. After a month of hanging out with Cody i started to like him. And he liked me back. We told each other on text one time, but we never really officially dated. But It was always so fun to be with him and I know I sound dramatic but he was the love of my life at that time. During orchestra we always talked and whenever I was tired and would put my head down, Cody would always bop me on the head with his violin bow and say "Wake Up Sleepyhead!" In March or May of that year our school got a school $$h00t!n* threat. I Came to school not knowing about it. Everyone at our table was talking about it and that's how i found out. I started panicking and Cody looked me in the eye and said "Hey, I promise, you will be ok" I could tell he was right one way or another. A few months later our friend group all went to the beach together. I was lying in the sand in a ball and trying to warm up after I had gone swimming when he came up to me. "you look so cute like that" he said. And then he gave me his jacket to help me keep warm. We never really got anywhere with our relationship but I knew he loved me and that all I needed. This year he moved up to high school and I to eighth grade. I was looking forward to high school so I could see him again, but a month ago I found out he was moving. It never really hit me until last night when I realized that I had to say goodbye. That there would never be another beach day with him, i could no longer write songs about him, or we could no longer sit on the bus side by side again. It breaks my heart how much i am going to miss him. But thanks luvs for listening to me talk about my Loml
