... so... as some of you may know the end of the year is coming to a close and that means TESTING! this is why im not going to be on as much and my comics and the raffle gifts are delayed for right now (dont worry i will still finish them :3) Yay I'm absolutely thrilled! *sarcasm* But anywho I am finishing up the grade of 8 so I need to get ready for HS bc this is a very important time in my life hehe So just to like give you a taste of how stressed I am here is what I have to do: - 6 French exams (writing, reading, speaking questions, speaking prompts, listening, and questions) keep in mind that I didn't have a French teacher for 1 1/2 years so idk what im doing and im gonna fail this - 6 Social Studies exams (debate, regular test, prompts, question board, project, and project x2) - Math work (literally we have like 2 weeks until EOG's and my teacher is starting a new unit) - ELA work (just like sooooooo much workkkkk) - Science review (literally so boring and frustrating) - PE stuff (umm some topic and stuff yeah) - Theatre final (final memorized 3:30 minute script that we had to write and have 2 weeks to do) - IB rotations (so basically we just like over 4 weeks switch between groups and besides my friends our group $ucks so so so so so so soooooo soooooo so much) - After school activities (swim, piano, tutoring, and stuff) okay so yeah thats what im doing right plus some stress that i have with myself but there are fun things that we are going to be able to do at the end of the year we have a picnic, a dance, and graduation but our principal scary gary keeps yelling at us ITS NOT MY FREAKING FAULT!! i hate collective punishment... buttttt there are some things that aren't causing me stress that i just really ahhhhhhhhh i hope some of u get what i mean and stuff (also going to the beach this weekend) okay so what im also really here to talk about just like a vent/rant that i really just wanna say and would like some help (if you could pls) anyways for the dance we are allowed to bring anyone (from our school) if you want to bring someone. and i rlly wanna bring someone but im kinda scared to ask and like arrrrggghhh dont wanna make it weird so shes like my friend and i think shes rlly cool and stuff and i rlly wanna go with her and stuff and i think that she feels the same (explained below) but just like help what do i do i dont wanna tell my friends who it is bc they know her and i dont wanna make it weird... so now the stuff about her - she does have a sibling so if i ask her and she says no i have a class with her sibling every day and her sibling is "dating" (kinda not official yet) one of my friends and they are friends with like 3 other people (remember im friends with all of these ppl) and yeah dont wanna make it like weird and stuff bc i hate that that happened to me once and dont want to to happen to me again yeppppp.... - okay also the fact that when we went on a fieldtrip a month ago our group was like in one line with linked arms and then everyone like unlinked but we started holding hand and it wasnt for a second it was like for like 45 minutes until we got on the bus - we are in the same ib group (its the only class that we have together) and yesterday i showed her a drawing that i made and she said i love your drawing, and your outfit, and your personality like ahhhh i feel like thats a sign but am i just like overthinking this? (i was wearing a blue shirt, overalls, a blue cardigan, saturn necklace, and converse) - i have known her for 3 years and we spend a lottttt of time together - when we were in lunch i said i was cold (was wearing a black tank-top, the same blue cardigan, converse, and jean shorts) and she said she wanted to hug anyone that was cold and then she hugged me - also the other day we were touring our new high school (idk what school they are going to bc they have to switch between their mom and dad) and she was blushing a lot when she was talking to me and i think she was staring at my hand and she like started to grab it (i think wasnt rlly paying attention that much) but we had to leave so yeahhhhhhhh *scream* so someone please talk to me i need some consoltation thxxxxxx also if u wanna like know her n (not gonna tell u her whole one but like some of it) and what she kinda looks like (not gonna do the whole thing) but yeahhhh uhhh please send help bc i rlly wanna ask her to the dance but dont wanna make it weird yay!!!! :,,,000)))) heh
