My mental health has been getting worse. The internet isn’t helping. I can’t get away. Only a few songs and my friend (that serves as my therapist) have been helping me through. Said friend has to watch me around sharp objects. My old “friend” and the one who hurt me, they go to the same school as me. I have to see them again next year in 8th. How am I still here? How am I still going? How have I not landed myself in a hospital? I don’t think my mom would understand what I feel.
I just can’t get off the web. C.AI and my socials have consumed my life. I just want to feel normal.