my cute cuckoo mad hatter :3# @HappyHearts12 ✼ Jaxxi (Aliyah) Gonzales ✼ Celeste ✼ Elf ✼ Assassin & Former Mage ✼ Age 27 ✼ A(ssigned) F(emale) A(t) B(irth). she/hir/fae/it ✼ cupioromantic lesbian At first glance, Jaxxi comes across as a sassy, sarcastic, and even cute individual. Their snarky comments and quick wit often disguise their true feelings, hiding the pain and loneliness that lie beneath. However, underneath this layer of bravado is a deeply traumatized and broken individual. They struggle with attachment issues and are prone to intense bouts of anger and depression. Despite this, there's something fascinating about Jaxxi that draws people to them. Perhaps it's their unapologetic self-expression or their fearlessness in the face of danger. Jaxxi takes great pleasure in pushing people's buttons and provoking reactions. They are incredibly sadistic and seem to thrive off chaos and disorder. This, combined with their uncanny ability to survive even the most harrowing situations, makes them a force to be reckoned with. But beneath all of this, there's a small, vulnerable part of Jaxxi that longs for love, acceptance, and a place to call home ✼Jaxxi's appearance is hard to ignore due to their exaggeratedly 'bubblegum' aesthetic. They have long, thick boxbraids that fall past their waist and are adorned with a rainbow of pink and blue beads. The beads are arranged in intricate patterns and seem to dance when Jaxxi moves their head. The braids frame a heart-shaped face with high, prominent cheekbones and wide, expressive eyes that can switch between icy cold and burning hot within the blink of an eye. A pair of plump, pink lips completes the picture. Jaxxi's skin has a warm, golden hue, contrasting beautifully with their striking hair. They have a small, dainty nose and their ears are pierced multiple times with various sizes of AcneStars - tiny, sparkly stars that come in shades of pink and blue to match their hair. Jaxxi's build is somewhat delicate, with a small, slightly curvy figure and long, graceful limbs. They are always dressed in an eclectic mix of clothing, incorporating both modern and vintage elements. Their outfits usually consist of frilly dresses, lace gloves, and ribbons in shades of pink and blue, reminiscent of the Victorian era. They wear a large, fluffy pink and blue hat with a wide brim, which adds to their overall cute and eccentric appearance. To top it all off, they sport a pair of pink and blue AcneStars in their pierced cheeks. Jaxxi's life was never easy. They were born in Ghana to a Peruvian mother and a Ghanian father, both of whom died before they could even remember them. Jaxxi was then sent to live with their grandmother in Peru, where they faced constant bullying due to their mixed heritage and unique appearance, being black. The bullying only got worse when they moved to the United States with their adoptive parents. Jaxxi's adoptive parents, unable to deal with their child's "differences," abandoned them at a young age, leaving them to fend for themselves on the streets. The years of abuse and neglect took their toll on Jaxxi. They developed a severe case of hallucinating as a coping mechanism, creating imaginary friends to deal with the pain and trauma. Dissociating also came with the mega trauma bundle, often feeling as if life is a movie they are watching from afar. Other? : Jaxxi has autism, adhd, c-ptsd and pyschosis
