there is something so fascinating about coming back for a mere moment, just to see how the old faces i used to talk to are doing. seeing so many of my old mutuals now going to college and doing with things with their lives is wonderful to see. if you happen to read this and know who i once was, i wish you best of luck. and where am i? where have i been? honestly, despite having no plans for college, i’ve been coming to terms with myself and growing as a person. i have proper friends now that i talk to daily, i have a stable job, i’m in a relationship with my best friend, i like to think i’ve become a better artist, and i’ve come to realize and accept that i’m aroace and possibly nonbinary. for the homophobia and transphobia i’ve ever shown on here and briefly on another site two years ago, which the reception from that alone has given me such anxiety that i can no longer use that site, i sincerely apologize. i was young and uneducated, and i’ve come to understand how wrong i was and that i was more so just spitting out my parents thoughts they had marinated into me, and not my own thoughts. i meant well at the time, but i know now that i was just a fool. after these past two years, i have become better educated and even discovered i’m part of and support the very community i once misunderstood. again, i’m sorry. i hope those individuals involved can forgive me. i’ll leave the comments on, but i will not be returning. i’ve found my place in this vast world, and it is not here. these past two years have changed so much of my life, but it has honestly been for the better. i’ve never felt happier with my life than i do now and i can’t wait to see how the next few years go with my partner. best of luck to you guys. bye <3
