i feel targeted at school and at home. i hate ppl this is why my anxiety is so bad, i over think , im so secure , i compare my self to everyon, and no one knows how to leave me alone. i cant be happy cause ppl take that from me. i cant have luv ppl take that to, i cant have anything cause someone has to ruin it and all i do is try to hide myself from everyone and i dont trust anyone at this point.
i wish i had someone i could trust at school here with me. and all the memorys that i have suffered are comeing back to me, ive tried to let it go but someone mention a friend of mine that i lost now.....i cant stop thinking of all the people that i have lost..
