He broke up with me..I see who I am. I'm done with myself... I hurt him...I made him hurt himself. I'm not human and I see that now. I'm a demon and deserve to die. I'm sorry that I hurt you "f"..I always seem to do that with the ones I love most... I asked Satan once "why do I hurt the people I love?" He simply said "because that's your purpose is to not be loved" I wondered why he would lie- but I see he was telling the truth. I wanna commit now. If I can't fix myself then I don't deserve this so called life.