In order to obtain absolute impartiality here,I will not give you any additional advice,if it is to remain as an advice for you,even as the desire for such advice has been achieved.
everything is either a tight,noticeable contradiction,or a loose,unnoticeable contradiction. we must give up our fate to such a thing,even the biggest life and death issues,and it must be for no reason,even if there exists a reason to be paired with any decision.