To whomever I ever hurt : I'm sorry . My life is really hard rn and I just tend to lash out on others and sometimes make them cry I even lost friends because of this and I'm truly sorry, Ik some people won't forgive me but I'm sorry My life is shtty rn and I just wanna end it rn . And I may . My heart and brain is messed up. Everything is so hard now . Still. I'm sorry