I wanna do other things,,, not just exe,,, and even when I try to do exe they don't really get much attention (at least not as much as it used to.) Usually I plan a setup for some of my projects, but they don't get enough attention to warrant continuing (like the test thing, which was gonna be an arg of sorts.) I never animated fire before, and I had to learn for that one project with the green fire guy, but no one besides me ever saw it so whats the point? I have plans for other bigger projects, but if my projects currently have almost zero views, whats the point? and even when they get views theres no comments or feedback or anything for me to know if people actually care. I would rather 3 or 4 people comment on a project than 10 people viewing it and then ignoring it after. It doesn't help that I already lack motivation so seeing how my projects kind of fall on deaf ears it doesn't make me wanna continue. I even have a idea for a game I really really wanna make but i doubt anyone would sign up, especially since literally nothing of it has to do with exes. I feel like I'm kinda stuck. I remember when my hivemind bio project got 100 views, but that was when I didnt even have access to my first account (which the project is on.) I doubt anyone really cares that much in the first place so this rant prob wont even be read, so I'm just gonna end it here. In short, I feel like the stuff I work on isn't really being acknowledged, so I feel like theres really no point.
I know the EXE studio says in the bio not to put rants, but theres literally not a single active manager on the misc studio last time I checked so uh yeah I'm not gonna be able to even be a curator there to put this project.