I dont know what to do anymore I just feel so down sometimes almost every day actually I feel like I cry for no reason at all and now I am so sick and tired of everything in my life I just feel so….I do not even know how to explain it I am just I dont know. I feel ugly. I feel like everything on my body is just so… Well the only good things are my eyes, Hair, and, lips. But Everything else I just dont like and I feel so dumb I feel like I dont learn fast like everyone else and everyone is smart while I am so dumb and I just dont know what to do…. I just….. I am so sick of waiting for someone to help me. And almost everyone in my family says I talk too fast and they dont understand anything I am saying and my dad says that if people hear me talk like that they are going to think I need to go to a mental hospital because on how “fast” I talk. I feel like I can't be myself but I kind of can around my family but in the back of my mind I keep saying that I hope my grandma moves out so that I can live with her and live a normal childhood like almost everyone I know… but I dont know.
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