At long last, I'm finally free! I'm outta school for the summer WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a crazy year, and I'm so glad it's over with. Between all the trips I've been on with my family, how much homework I've had to do and classes, I'm so pumped to just chill this summer. There's honestly been so much going on for me irl. I won't reveal this since it's info about my older brother (who has an account on here but has left since he's older and scratch no longer interests him) and I want to respect him on here, even though he left scratch. The main thing that's been going on irl surrounds my brother and the direction he's going in since he's now what we call a big boi, and there'll be a lot more major changes next school year. My schedule for this summer is as follows: ~June: post pride stuff and comics. I'll post things when I feel up to it, since I've been really busy and my energy isn't what it used to be. ~July: on hiatus from the 6th-27th because of summer camps. I'll be back on the 28th (my 17th bday), so I'll be at home to celebrate with my friends and family. ~August: Freedom, but filled with back to school ads. I'm also planning on starting work soon, just got to apply for more jobs and hope I get hired. Yeah, I'll be kinda busy. My school has a early college program that I'm taking so I can save money for when I transfer to a college of my choice and only have to take two years to get my majors instead of four. I did one class this year to see if doing the dual enrollment will work for me, and I had a lot of fun! I'm the youngest in my class, but not by much. There's a few people that are a couple of years older than me, but I'm used to having convos with people of all different ages (and I made a friend who's also genderfluid and bi, like me). My junior year of high school, I'll be taking three college classes for my first term, two of them being required for credits to graduate and transfer to college, and one for fun because boredom is an lurking force that appears pretty often. On the plus side, it'll be my last year of doing math forever (until I have to start paying taxes). Mentally, I'm both excited and dreading summer. I'm excited because I'll be out of school and I'm planning on starting a D&D campaign with some of my school friends this summer, and I'm going to two summer camps this year. And I'll have more time to play through my video games and binge watch all the anime that I've been recommended (along with Heartstopper and Bluey). I'm dreading it because the summer between my freshman and sophomore (aka last year) was when everything fell apart, and I'm worried it could repeat, despite being older and in a better mental state. I don't want to say what happened because 1: scratch is very clear on what is and isn't supposed to be posted, and what happened to me is not smth I should really be talking about on scratch since it is a kid's site. 2: I'm still processing what happened, and I'm not exactly ready to talk about it yet since despite it being almost a year ago, it still feels like it happened yesterday. If anyone asks, I might or might not say what happened, depending on who's asking. All I can really say is last year my mental health was at it's worse and I did some things that resulted in adults having to get involved. I am in therapy for that (along with other issues I need to work on), and while I still have hard moments, I'm a whole lot better than I was last year. So yeah, this was kinda a long update. I was gonna do daily pride month art this month, but I've been super busy so I'm just gonna post whatever pride month art I've been recommended or feel up to doing. In the meanwhile I'll be making comics or random projects whenever I can. Now, go touch grass and drink water. Imma going to go eat garlic bread and nap for a week.
