the downtown antique store ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ SONG NAME: the architect TRACK NUMBER: 4 LYRICS: Wang Shuyu PRODUCTION: Wang Shuyu (soundtrap) ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Is it sad to ponder? If I hope for it beneath my skin, Am I allowed to wonder? If the painless end is a-all worth it. Did I lose my true self? Maybe I grew too big for my old shell, Is my heart still beating? In this hospital room, no one near me. I glance outside the window waiting for a jar, A kid that used to chase the butterflies haunt my past. I design and build up all the walls around me, Showing nobody no mercy, I find the psycho in my core and unchain it. At night I sit alone with just my laptop, I can’t render all my feelings when I’m falling apart. I’m the architect. In my dream, I’m skipping, rainbows follow me as I’m smiling. Then the nightmares come and creep in, through the cracks of my houses I’m leaving. I don’t know if I should leave It’s my job, I’m guarding please Stop! I design and build up all the walls around me, Showing nobody no mercy, I find the psycho in my core and unchain it. At night I sit alone with just my laptop, I can’t render all my feelings when I’m falling apart. I’m the architect. Is it sad to ponder? If I hope for it beneath my skin, Am I allowed to wonder? If the painless end is a-all worth it. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ im sorry if ur crying ToT the fact that I sped-wrote this song while sitting alone with just my laptop XD