─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── Part 2 ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── Part one: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1034467081/ <Entry continued>> Kit personality overview. (+) observant, courageous, resilient , adaptable , caring, curious (=) sensitive, emotional, fierce, insecure, grim, odd (-) fearful, antagonistic, nervous, bitter, self-loathing, vulnerable Long personality. ○ positive ❛❛Shining paint, a marble heart❜❜ Observant. “Quick to notice or perceive things.” In some sort of way, Fall is observant. She has to be. With nervous energy always seeming to focus and follow her, she tends to notice every movement, sound, and smell. Although her fear-scent is the thing she notices the most, her jumpy nature has some way of making things more noticeable and able to stand out more. Courageous. “Not deterred by danger or pain; brave.” Fallenkit is haunted by a deep-rooted fear that everyone despises her. She is constantly plagued by the worry that those she cares about will vanish, leaving her alone forever. Although this may be bad, it makes her a lot more focused on protecting her Clan, proving her loyalty, desperately fighting and hiding uncertainties that she’d inherited from Minnowstream, all making her slightly reckless, yet loyal. Resilient. “Of a person or animal) able to withstand or recover quickly from difficult conditions.” Even if hurt, Fall is always back up, even after life threatening injuries and illnesses. Whilst most say this is because of how determined she is, Fall almost believes it’s something else - the spirits of Skipfall and Obsidian keeping her alive for either their memory to continue or for her fear and doubt to continue. Whatever it is, Fall hopefully believes it’s for her will to be accepted by her Clanmates and will continue to jump up and out after anything. Adaptable. “Able to adjust to new conditions.” You could say that Fall has always been adaptable- from being a mewling kit in a bush to one in a safe warm nursery you have to be, even if it’s an easy change. Fall is fine switching from warm to cold weather, from dry to mud, and with her curiosity and nervousness, it’s great being able to find areas most cats dislike to hide and be comfortable in. Caring. “ Feeling or showing care for, concern about, or attentiveness to other people's needs; compassionate; thoughtful.” Maybe due to her trauma and nerves, Fall is always happy to comfort and make friends with cats as nervous as her. This care is also due to the wish of acceptance in her Clan, to show she isn’t a recreation of a monster, something named for death and the destruction of a nervous cat. Care has always come to her despite nervous, sometimes snaps, and stressful thoughts and feelings. Curious. “Eager to know or learn something.” One of the only safe spaces for Fall is the Forest, a place for exploring and adventure, as well as a good place for finding secrets. Although secretive herself, Fall loves searching and finding, Beach Trash seeming extremely intresting although she’d never go anywhere near the mountains of trash. ❛❛That’s what makes a work of art. ❜❜ ◐ neutral ❛❛Peeling paint, a heavy heart ❜❜ Sensitive. “Quick to detect or respond to slight changes, signals, or influences.” With every crackle of leaves or cracking of twigs, Fall will hear the sounds and react or jump to them. This is both good and bad, as this awareness helps her notice and understand things so much better and sometimes easier. However, it doesn’t ease her nerves and tends to make Fall a lot more on edge. Emotional. “Of a person) having feelings that are easily excited and openly displayed: happy, sad, mad lonely.” Fall tends to try to seem a lot more calm than she usually is, and tends to be a lot more emotional than most cats. As an emotional and complex character, it almost feels weird for her to grieve cats she never met. Yet those thoughts almost always trigger her into unhappiness. Fierce. “Having or displaying an intense or ferocious aggressiveness.” Fall is only truly fierce when in difficult situations, most of which where claws are needed instead of soothing words. Although she isn’t a cat who usually lashes or snaps out, when in a moment of pure insecure feeling or intense moods, she will strike out like so, though usually this is contained in so something much better and less aggressive. Insecure. “Subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured.” Sometimes, usually often, Fall doubts a lot of her abilities. Because of this, she tends to feel insecure at random moments and will feeling uneasy or uncomfortable in any situations which awaken this. Odd. “Different to what is usual or expected; strange.” Fall tends to be a black shadow hanging around camp, a constant reminder of two deaths. Despite being fairly loveable, Fall is unusual in every paw step, strangeness almost covering her like a pelt. Although strange and unexpected, Fallenkit is glad to be different. After all, no one is the same. Cont in notes
Grim. “Very serious or gloomy.” Always deep in thought, Fall could be said to be grim. Whilst nobody usually speaks to her, at least without slight discomfort, her nervousness always makes her more serious and gloomy than intended - not goofy and lovable, but insecure and pitied. This tends to keep her more grim than usual, however her brother Catcherkit always seems to cheer her up somehow, clearing away those bad thoughts with one confident paw. ❛❛That’s what makes a work of art❜❜ ● negative ❛❛Bleeding paint, a shattered heart❜❜ Fearful. “Feeling or showing fear or anxiety.” Fallenkit is constantly plagued by the fear of rejection and abandonment, always feeling as though everyone around her hates her and will eventually leave her alone. As well as this, she is scared of most harmful things in the forest - more than she maybe should be. The idea of a fox even coming close to camp worries her, partly due to the thought of what would have happened to them if Minnowstream hadn’t found them. antagonistic. “ Showing or feeling active opposition or hostility toward someone or something. ” Well, she certainly isn't the protagonist, yet Fall isn't interested in being the hero. After all, being named after two dead cats isn’t the sort of thing others are inspired about. Although knowledge that their passing isn’t her fault and not to get too worried about, Fall would much rather let her brother take the spotlight. She believes in nobility, yes, but not the knight in shining armour type. After all, if she was that cat in need of saving, she’d be long gone. Only the strong can survive, and Fall has already accepted that she isn’t one of the strong. Yet the weak still have some source of survival, and the only light for her is her brother. Nervous. “Easily agitated or alarmed.” Noises, sounds, cats, conversations, sudden movements, all of these alarm Fall when she’s caught on her unawares. Fallenkit is a kitten who carries a great deal of fear within her. She is afraid of being hated, of being abandoned, and of being alone. These fears stem from the trauma she experienced when she was a kit and partly her naming, as well as knowing all the tales, good and bad, of the Clans. Fallenkit is haunted by these experiences, and the fear she felt during those moments has left a lasting impact on her psyche. She is deeply troubled by the idea that he is a monster, and struggles to come to terms with the weight of her actions. None of this helps her, and her nerves almost never seem to calm. Bitter. “Feeling or showing anger, hurt, or resentment because of bad experiences or a sense of unjust treatment.” Being nervous and scared of ghosts isn’t just Fall - she’s resentful and ready for revenge. Although those incidents were a big part of her life, they aren’t all just her, and she will stand up and stay stubborn against all accusations, at least until her confidence fails and cowardice kicks in. Fall has always been bitter, from the moment she opened her eyes - it’s just covered up by nervousness. Like Hollyleaf was, she’s ready to snap or break at any moment, all things that hold her up inside spilling out to reveal bad thought and feelings that are hidden beneath a more soft layer of fear and guilt. Self-loathing. “A constant belief or feeling of worthlessness, failure, inadequacy, and incompetence.” It’s not that Fall physically can’t do anything - she purely believes she will fail. From hate of ignoring what happened to Skipfall and Obsidian, the loathing seemed and formed. Fall has never thought of herself as the perfect being, and although the thoughts need to stop, Fall wonders if she’d ever be perfect, although that idea has always seemed so distant and far away. Vulnerable. “Exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.” Beneath her fear and secrecy, Fallenkit is vulnerable and fragile. She deeply desires connection and belonging but fears pushing away the few who might offer it. ❝That’s what makes a work of art❞ Roleplay examples. https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/31724432/comments/#comments-261431215 https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/35236540/comments/#comments-261425677 https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/35235665/comments/#comments-261269654 Trivia + relationship with Minnow + Other in comments.