well hi guys i haven't been on Scratch in a while. well i actually have. i've been semi-working on The NFL 25, and this is not how I planned to reveal it. but i don't know what to do. Last year's gameplay was horrible and I don't know if i can do crap anymore. I don't want to use shadow greninja's scratch nfl football, because then I wouldn't be making my own gameplay, but then I would have bad gameplay again. i couldn't even finish next gen last year i dont know is it really worth it? I don't know what im doing and i feel like im wasting my life my content has been weird and vacant nowadays im not quitting but i may quit but i may not there's this spark in me that wants to make a game but at the same time i cant it's too much but i want to do it you got this no i dont yes you do you're saying that to make me feel better, you know gameplay is what i care about and it's not going to be good but who said its going to be bad i cant take it anymore ahhhhh ive had so many good ideas and my dumb self never gets it shared ima stop being hard on myself but its freaking june 9 and i still haven't done anything to help myself i feel like im about to break down this crap about to get only 7 views anyway ughhhhhhh what should i do im stuck in a loop that keeps moving help me man i wish i was who i was back in 2020 and 2021 and 2022 back in the glory days and now im just sitting here complaining now i can't do crap i don't know what to do
