He hasn't texted me back since February...it's my fault...I should've stayed quiet and not cause the argument cause I lost my Bestfriend of 3 years because of it... I wanna blow my brains out. My heart hurts so much just thinking of him..why am I so stupid!!!? I just wanna get him back....I wanna talk to him again..I wanna freaking laugh with him again on xbox calls..I wanna hear his voice again..I need him...so badly.. He said it was just a few days of space..why isn't it then...what happened...
