A Deishan DMC ENTRY BECAUSE SLAYY ✨

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For some reason I went insane and tried to make two for some reason. BUT LIKE I JUST COULDN’T FIND THE MOTIVATION TO FINISH RENDERING #2 SO TAKE THE W.I.P. L’riel and Emir being lil street rat magic buddies <3 Cateline is like: I’m gonna kidna- I mean adopt that kid. I’m not sure if any of this is lore accurate but ☠️ I tried asking about how the magic in Deish works but I never got an answer. Didn’t get an answer about Emir’s crown either, so I assumed yes he has a crown but likes hat better. :D So… this is my third time entering a GGX dmc. I didn’t get into the honorable mentions on either of the previous ones so I’m hoping third time’s the charm. Time for an emo vent ☠️ ghhhh Back when I was a little art baby on scratch I drew several fanarts or Emir. Why? Not because I wanted to do something nice for GGX, because I wanted attention from a famous person. Sometimes I feel like the entire reason I keep making any art is for attention. I want people to like my art- and through that like me. Which doesn’t really work because I’m not my art, although 90% of how I use my time is drawing. It just feels like my artistic talent is the only thing I bring into any kind of relationship. I don’t know how to be more than an artist. I feel like it’s become my entire personality. Even this DMC, even me writing these words, is for attention. It’s so frustrating that I know very well that my worth isn’t determined by internet fame or whatever, but it still hurts feeling like I’m not noticed when I feel like I’m worth noticing. I feel pretty bad bringing this up, but in my last GGX dmc entry I mentioned feeling a little disappointed that I didn’t get an honorable mention in my previous entry. Ggx saw it and was like “i am looking back and wondering why i didnt do so like okay I SAW YOUR ENTRY YES AND WAS ABSOLUTE AMAZED?? IM SORRY ABOUT NEVER SAYING SO but honestly idk what got into my head my maam was sincerely insane back then and still is now?? i beg forgiveness for my goofy head like man, that dmc entry was insane, u have every right to kick me around the floor for not even mentioning you, back on this entry tho like dude i am in love, IF U DONT GET A PLACE THEN I SWARE THISLL GET AN HONORABLE METNION ABHAHAH“ I hate being this person but like I didn’t get an honorable mention on that one either… like I definitely understand how it happened I’m sure there were like a bajillion entries. You’ll probably end up reading this GGX, and I don’t want you to feel bad about this. The only reason I’m bringing it up is because, yeah it damaged my ego a bit then, but I think just talking about it made me feel better. I’m kinda bad with expressing myself and often end up bottling things up. Spewing words into the internet helps lol. ^^’ And in the end, these are just fun little internet contests. Even through I didn’t “win” I still won from the stuff I learned making the art. Not even saying that to just be like “everyone’s a winner <3” I actually remember learning stuff while making those. THIS GAVE ME AN EXCUSE TO MAKE SOME CRAZY BACKGROUNDS LOL Anyway moral of the story uhhh- have fun and do crime- I mean art. [insert derpy gremlin]