upd- 8/26/24 8:26pm (wow that lines up nicely haha) HIAYIAHAIHAIHAIHAII HAII!!!!! im doing SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!! everything listed in the notes and credits is still SUUPPERR valid, BUT IM READY 2 POST!!! X3 tbh i might just take breaks from scratch whenever summer rolls along cuz i KNOW ill have too much time to myself!! and i hate having time to myself cuz then i think!!!! i think bad!!!! very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, oops BUT YEAHAHAHH!!!!!! I STILL FEEL FUNNY AND HAVE GOTTEN A LOT MORE SENSITIVE BUT THATS OKAI!!!!! IVE MISSED POSTING SMM!!!! THIS WAS THE QUICKEST AND LONGEST TWO MONTHS HAHA- upd2 - 12/12/24 9:54am woooaaahhh ive gotten much worse eerrrmermmememrmmm maybe i will go back to hiatus idk uhhh i wanna like errrr dissapear yeah yeah haha family friendly ygs i dont feel funny anymore though thats good. uhhh.,., gosh i feel like ive done so terribly on everything and nothing is going good and i want to combust and just die and im so sorry for not being active "bystander mindsets, trapping help from behind a screen"
to sum things up of the vent that use to be here: ~im bored. i just- everythings the same. ~im tired. like, no amount of sleep is helping atp ~i procrastinated doing this a lot ~i feel very funny.. like- physically? ~i feel as if im crying a LOT easier then before. ~im starting to care too much if i offended sm or not ~i apologize for venting screams ~idk.. .i just feel so lost and out of place at some times current mental state !!!: not good!!!
