I blinked. I blinked, and suddenly the world had gone by in a flash, leaving me panting in its wake. I paused. I paused, and the world sped up around me, a blur of motion that made my eyes water. My eyes continued to water, the world continued to spin. I continued to pause, while everyone around me flew by. Slow down, please. It’s all too much, too fast, too soon. I watch you all from afar, flashing lights, quick movements. I’m still here. I’m still here, alone, pausing, blinking, stopping, drowning, dying, in the silence that is the loud passage of time. I’ve lost so much time. I remember, sweet moments that stretched on and on, lazy sunlight against drooping eyelids. Dreams of the slowly shifting tide, gentle whispers. Perfect quiet, perfect noise. Running through meadows of lullabies, singing us across the bridge of daybreak. Not quelling the noise, letting it envelop our minds in the dim comfort. Please, slow down. Because I can’t catch up if you keep going at the same pace. I can’t. I’m lost, please come back, please help me find me again. Because we’re flying so quickly through time, and I can barely see you from the ground. I need you to come back down, just for a moment, and I need you to help me out. Please.
little briarwoodharvest self-roleplay. i’ve barely roleplayed with them at all, and im so sorry to those i made promises to and just didn’t follow through with them. irl has become a bigger priority to me recently and i’m sorry it’s affecting my roleplaying the way it is, but i do think it’s the right decision for me. i’m trying to get back into creative writing as it’s a way i express my emotions when i don’t really understand them myself. i put a lot of my own struggles and thoughts into my characters, which sometimes makes it hard to write for them. hope u all enjoy this little thing. ily all ❤️
