Okay- for those of you who read my happy vent on my pf, I've decided that it is time that I "graduate" scratch as I'm nearing the end of my childhood and would like to focus on more mature pursuits, such as independent writing, art and other clubs that I will not name due to privacy reasons. I'm not in that many RPs to begin with, just one that is hosted by a close friend of mine and one that I myself host offsite and even that, I'll be cutting back on with characters and whatnot. I'll be taking a hard stop from rping and scratch in general. I find that plenty of people are more toxic in "bigger numbers" as "bigger community = more drama" Though in truth, even if I do say "I'd prefer not to talk to you for x y and z", and then they say your reasons, people can be toxic enough to not accept mutual "not talking to one another" and will still go out of their way to be an awful person. This is not the reason why I'm going on a Hiatus, as this is the case irl or online, it is just a common trait in human beings. I will say that it makes it less desireable to stay. The reason for my hiatus is more so because I'm starting to feel the pressure of adulting nearing and I need to focus on grades, SAT, ACT, voleentering, future work and all that sort of stuff. While yes- there are a lot of adults rping in bigger rps, I don't think that is for me. I promised myself that I would not RP once hs hit and admittedly- absolutely broke that promise to myself. Although, I suppose freshman year was never /truly/ highschool. Anyways, since summer has just started for me, I've decided to keep up with my promise for the years in the future. In truth, rping might be intense in terms of spending hours rping or whatever but it is also quite /childish/ to put everything into rping, a fate that I will not put myself into. I used to worry that I wouldn't be able to keep up rping in hs but now I worry that I'll be doing it even in adulthood. I will strictly being rping on chaos for the time being and other off-site places that are with people I consider friends as /friendships/ is something I look forward to in the years to come. I don't really feel the need to say goodbye to anyone because all of my friends are on chaos anyways... [tw: causes of death and mentions of death ] Anyways, I am giving away/killing some of my characters that I'm not required to keep.... #1 Bubbleflower... Yes- I know that she was already on her death bed when I grabbed her from Tali and saved her from inactivity /j (I love you Tali /p) so I don't feel too bad. Anyways, I'm going to have her be pushed to the brink when she can't figure out *who* had [unalived] her mother. Being distrustful in her clanmates, she heads into the fog and while she suffers many hallucinations and other mind games, she does make it to the end. Chickdaisy. Yes- my little ball of sunshine with 0 brain cells. It's okay- we still love her for her big heart and big wide eyes that know just about nothing about how the universe works. She too simply wanders into the fog of fateclan, chasing a butterfly that she simply adores, before winding up midway in the fog and ends up getting lost and dying. EagIetflora is going to fall off a tree and reach his doom. He has a passion for climbing and generally being high up. Although- he also doesn't have a tail (bobbed tail) so one little slip up in the trees and well, we know how that story ends. Passionaria is also about ready to join her brother (despite the drama that happened between them from a young age resulting in tons of jealousy yada yada) Anyways, she too will run away through the fog of fateclan territory in hope of acomplishing her dream of being a medicine cat. When she runs into the fog, however, her dreams die when she dies of starvation. Ruepaw will die in a fire, a fire that she started that is. While Rue is no aronist, when exploring the river, she finds a strange twoleg object, a match stick. After playing around, she accidently lights it, causing the area around her to be lit ablaze.
I'm KEEPING these characters for the following reasons... #1 Blessedmoon - Because this character was from the litter that got me into the best RP in the world and I love his design <3 Tyyy Li #2 Cometvision - I'm keeping them for the sake of Lacy, because Cometvision still has to be there for their sibling when they come out as trans demiboy, though perhaps maybe soon they'll have a sweet death with Lacy by their side. #3 Divinitykit - Besides Diva being one of my moved loved cats, I have to give all my love to her for her personality. Gosh- she is so well done, and is going to cause so much chaos. #4 Fantasiapaw - I can't not love Fantasiakit because oml- she's so amazing and gives me princess vibes (hence the name of my litter application xD) and she believes in mermaids so ofc I can't be done with her lmao #5 Honeysucklesmile - Hon was actually my first character in this RP and I love her with all of my heart but also I didn't see a good reason to keep her around because nobody was dependent on her yk- I asked a few of my friends and we decided that Hon was just too amazing of a character to kill off so soon. #6 Karmaflutter - Okay, I love her backstory, and her brooding personality. Her design gives me calico butterfly vibes and I love her. She also is in a ship rn with someone who had broken up with their previous mate before their previous mate died so I couldn't do that to them either ;) #7 Nightfallsymphony is the most popular cat in terms of who the users love. He will always hold a dear place in my heart as the first malexmale ship (not the first LGBTQ+ ship, I've had plenty of others before) They are so freaking adoreable and I love their dynamic so much <3 most amazing love triangle consiting of Wildfloweraria and Bloomingtale. I really do love the life he has and wish to continue it :) #8 Twilightglory - He is not only the only medicine cat, he's also essintial for all the medicine cat drama (main medicine cat drama at least) because of his alliance with the fates and agreement to become the perfect puppet for the fates, further endangering his clanmates. #9 Wintertempest - My pretty kittypet with her elegant personality cannot die just yet when she has so much more I plan for her to endure. Her plot is filled with heartbreak and trials and I need her to see the good side of life before I cut her off from it. #10 Tigerdawn - Now, I wasn't sure whether or not I should as his only role rn is "humorous loyal follower of the potientally most dangerous cat in the clans" though his personality and attitude is quite funny, especially when it comes to his clanmates who he holds with high regards. For that reason, I shall keep him :)