Offical Hiatus Notice

Instructions

Okay- for those of you who read my happy vent on my pf, I've decided that it is time that I "graduate" scratch as I'm nearing the end of my childhood and would like to focus on more mature pursuits, such as independent writing, art and other clubs that I will not name due to privacy reasons. I'm not in that many RPs to begin with, just one that is hosted by a close friend of mine and one that I myself host offsite and even that, I'll be cutting back on with characters and whatnot. I'll be taking a hard stop from rping and scratch in general. I find that plenty of people are more toxic in "bigger numbers" as "bigger community = more drama" Though in truth, even if I do say "I'd prefer not to talk to you for x y and z", and then they say your reasons, people can be toxic enough to not accept mutual "not talking to one another" and will still go out of their way to be an awful person. This is not the reason why I'm going on a Hiatus, as this is the case irl or online, it is just a common trait in human beings. I will say that it makes it less desireable to stay. The reason for my hiatus is more so because I'm starting to feel the pressure of adulting nearing and I need to focus on grades, SAT, ACT, voleentering, future work and all that sort of stuff. While yes- there are a lot of adults rping in bigger rps, I don't think that is for me. I promised myself that I would not RP once hs hit and admittedly- absolutely broke that promise to myself. Although, I suppose freshman year was never /truly/ highschool. Anyways, since summer has just started for me, I've decided to keep up with my promise for the years in the future. In truth, rping might be intense in terms of spending hours rping or whatever but it is also quite /childish/ to put everything into rping, a fate that I will not put myself into. I used to worry that I wouldn't be able to keep up rping in hs but now I worry that I'll be doing it even in adulthood. I will strictly being rping on chaos for the time being and other off-site places that are with people I consider friends as /friendships/ is something I look forward to in the years to come. I don't really feel the need to say goodbye to anyone because all of my friends are on chaos anyways... [tw: causes of death and mentions of death ] Anyways, I am giving away/killing some of my characters that I'm not required to keep.... #1 Bubbleflower... Yes- I know that she was already on her death bed when I grabbed her from Tali and saved her from inactivity /j (I love you Tali /p) so I don't feel too bad. Anyways, I'm going to have her be pushed to the brink when she can't figure out *who* had [unalived] her mother. Being distrustful in her clanmates, she heads into the fog and while she suffers many hallucinations and other mind games, she does make it to the end. Chickdaisy. Yes- my little ball of sunshine with 0 brain cells. It's okay- we still love her for her big heart and big wide eyes that know just about nothing about how the universe works. She too simply wanders into the fog of fateclan, chasing a butterfly that she simply adores, before winding up midway in the fog and ends up getting lost and dying. EagIetflora is going to fall off a tree and reach his doom. He has a passion for climbing and generally being high up. Although- he also doesn't have a tail (bobbed tail) so one little slip up in the trees and well, we know how that story ends. Passionaria is also about ready to join her brother (despite the drama that happened between them from a young age resulting in tons of jealousy yada yada) Anyways, she too will run away through the fog of fateclan territory in hope of acomplishing her dream of being a medicine cat. When she runs into the fog, however, her dreams die when she dies of starvation. Ruepaw will die in a fire, a fire that she started that is. While Rue is no aronist, when exploring the river, she finds a strange twoleg object, a match stick. After playing around, she accidently lights it, causing the area around her to be lit ablaze.