I'm not dead and I haven't quit drawing on scratch is just painful and I give up a lot :P I'm also not in the best mental state and my motivation has gone down the drain I think I might be trans but I'm in denial lmao I know I would be supported by family n stuff but I'm scared anyway and I don't know. most of my friends irl are transphobic too so yeah :P anyway main oc redesign!!!!! i'll post that soon.