WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL is what I describe my emotions rn so a lot of stuff happened when I was gone fyi T_T I sorta js stopped using scratch by like not using it and distancing my I randomly had the urge to do a life update because my mom took my phone so like I have to do something in the meantime yk ^_^ before I go into I js wanna say I don't plan on coming back on scratch since I don't have anything to do on it rlly but at the same time i wasn't rlly popular on here so like who's gonna be disappointed? anyway I got a partner ;) that's fun, except it's not cuz i have attachment issues and if they're not texting me 24/7 then they have to be off cheating on me ^0^ I also did svbstance use which is rlly bad guys don't do drvgs it wasn't great I felt lost and depressed for like 2 weeks after -_- I had a rlly dumb geo teacher in first sem but luckily I passed his class with a 65 so YIPEE ^_^ I also got into an art program in my highschool so yehhh :3 my cat got fatter oh yah I also started playing fruit ninja on my thigh (never thought i would ever say that phrase but here we are) but like it's ok i've been clean for a month now and plan on staying that way >_0 I finally have other socials!!! well I finally got them in like July 2023 and may 2023 anyway my mental health has been rlly bad recently ever since highschool started and it's dropping by the second. Im currently still in exam week rn I only had one exam this sem but like because I basically got a free week I got a preview of what my summer is gonna be like so like I'm uh oh THATS WHY IM ASKING MY PARENTS FOR THERAPY!!! :33 If they say no I'm still gonna nag them for it cuz I dunno how I survived almost 15 yrs T_T Erm anyway that's pretty much it! if anyone (which I doubt) have any questions I'll try my best to answer ^_^
