I would play softball until i die, I remember how I wanted to join baseball but they told me I couldn't play it because I was a girl but then they offered me, softball witch, it was the same but with girls and a different ball that's when my life completely changed, I remember coming in the team with my sister and I was nervous because the girls were older than me but they were nice, one girl in particular she help me improve so much over years I was getting so better at my throwing and running speed she was so proud of me, it takes time to practice your skills,I still have trouble learning how to slide and dive, in one of my very last games I ran to home and I tried to dive but the catcher got in my way I fell and she stepped on my finger I started to bleed, I got embarrassed so i ran to the bathroom crying, sometimes you get hurt really bad and its ok to cry:) Sometimes I would be so competitive when I played and I focused on the place I had to play, I really wanted to become a catcher so one day my coach helped me I was doing a great job so in the games he switched one of my bbg's and he put me as a catcher I was sooo nervous I started to shake like no am not joking I could see myself shake, It was really hard for me because I had to squat for being a catcher and my legs hurt it hurt so bad that when I got up i limp and fall my legs were so numb:(
But whatever i had to sacrifice myself so much just so we didn't lose but its all fun and games its ok not to win:) I tried to keep my cool when the other girls in the team would bully us because we weren't good so we just ignored them, honestly the team I am right now the green goblens we had so much fun together and we always acted soo chaotic and crazy when we saw one of our teammate did something good we would scream and chant softball songs to them, hahah we also acted so gay towards each other people from the other team would just look at us and feel disgusted but whatever we have more fun than them, softball is really fun I recomend playing it if you want to, my dream was to one day become a Profesional softball player so wish me luck, all I need to do is practice hard and always staying positive and always believing in myself.
