It just hurts. Knowing I trusted her, she was my age too. You never think the people your age who are your 'friends' do it huh. I think you may catch onto what Im on about. I had a friend who would lie to me, and she forced me into a queer relationship when we were eight til I was eleven. It hurts, it still hurts. All the things- they all hurt. I wish I had stood up for myself. I could've stopped it. She's out of my life now, I've cut her off. But the trauma still lingers. I try to get myself out of the shell of protection I'm in, so I'm sorry if I act weird when I don't know if the fl!rting is joking- I'm trying my best. I'm just scared that something'll happen. This happened to me twice after this, both not as severe as this one- nor long term. I still speak to two of the people who did this to me after, its gotten better- but the first(not saying her name as shes on this web) still hurts. So if you're reading this. I hope you're happy, for all the pain your caused me, for telling me lies that pushed me away from my family, my friends. For the things you did I cant bring myself to say. Because it worked, I NEVER forgot.
Please please please, if someone- even a friend your age makes you uncomfortable in anyway. Speak to a trusted adult, you owe them nothing. Trust me.
