I'm feeling something... Is it regret? Is it fear? Is it sadness? Is it guilt? ... Why do I still feel guilty? I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... ... Is that all I know how to say? Do I really hate myself that much? Do I? ... I thought... ... Does she really care? ... What about the other one? Does she care? ... I'm trapped in a web of love and hate. I can't get out. Please help... ... Someone... Anyone... No, not anyone... I can't trust anyone... But someone... Please... Someone I trust... Someone who knows my pain... ... Evergreen, is this what you felt like? I wanted to help you so bad... I did... ... Now I know how you felt...